Thinking about what 3 personal objects I will bring with me if tomorrow I lose everything else, I blank. It was the moment I realized for my whole life I thought I knew what was important for me, but the truth is nothing is able to have a big part of my heart because I am scared to get attached to anything. Growing up I was taught to always be ready to lose anyone or anything because they will not be with me forever which makes me become a person who always expects the worst. However, I never realized that this thought had been carved into my mind so deeply.

I decided to do this project to give me an opportunity to know what is meaningful for others. By knowing this, I can calm myself down and see what is actually important to me, but I choose to hide my feelings from them because of the fear of loss that is always in my heart.